‘Ssup!
It’s been a while, huh?
What can I say, I’ve been busy.
Busy making friends,
Busy falling in love,
Busy taking exams,
Busy going to work,
Christmas, New Years.
Then busy falling out of love.
Basically too busy living my life.
Its crazy,
When I’m in the middle of the second last part is when I
remember I can write this stuff down.
I am full of emotion as I’m typing but I trust I’m going to
be just fine.
Although I’m still not sure of which stage of grief I am in.
It kinda feels like anger and totally past denial.
I just can’t wait for the acceptance part but I don't plan
on rushing anything.
It will come when it comes.
Been listening to a lot of ‘Fun’ lately and I love ‘Some
Nights’.
You know those songs you feel are talking about you, this
one was meant for me.
‘Some nights I stay up cashing in my bad luck,
Some nights I call it a draw. . .
Some nights I wish that this all would end. . .
. . . Some nights I always win.’
Some nights I go to bed feeling down and under
Some nights I’m happy and I love life
Some nights I don’t know.
Whatever way I go down at night,
I still wake up at the same time every morning
To the same routine with the hope of something new.
Something exiting.
All the same, I’ve made a memory that I wish to forget.
. . . Some nights I always win.
Just not tonight.
