AWKWARD PRIDE :)

I Like Me ;)

                   That awkward moment when you realize you aren’t a regular girl.

Your favorite color is silver but you don’t mind black, white and anything in between. You even have a blog called ‘Shades of Gray’. Weird, you’ve been told when you Google it, some porn book comes up. But you don’t care. You like gray.

Your wardrobe is not-so-bright like most girls you know. You prefer the monochrome, but sometimes you throw in that purple sweater your sister bought you because purple is her favorite color, or the red skirt your mother thinks you look good in, sometimes even that crazy green blouse just to piss somebody off. You fill your hands with lots of bangles and wild earrings just because you want to. You like the idea of a ‘signature’.

                 That awkward moment when you realize you don’t like your hair.

You don’t mind the notion of a bald look, but you grow hair mostly because it’s really cold and warmth is good. Your mother also like you in hair. You postpone trips to the hair dresser very often; you’ve been told you put the ‘pro’ in procrastination. I mean who likes pain? You want to live like a cave person.

                 That awkward moment when you realize you’re not in love.

You get texts, phone calls, e-mails, offers that you just wish would stop coming. Most times you just ignore. Well, you don’t want to hurt or offend anyone, not that you care either; you’ve been told you are a mean person, but you are just not into it. Relationships have not worked out so good and you just need a break.

                 That awesome moment when you know you are going to be just fine. And you’re proud of it.